Shades of My Monotonous Life
Tuesday, August 21, 2012
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9:13 PM
Hi I think I'm going to blogging back but I can't update it frequently though since I'm now studying at
a horrible college hence I have quite a hectic schedule. I'm on my semester-plus-eid break btw which is two-weeks-long so in the next update I'll tell you stories about my new life in college and of course about Eid Ul-fitr so till then, then. Bye.
Thursday, January 26, 2012
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11:30 PM
Hi! I steal some time to update because it's my bitch's birthday today yeaaayyyyy /throws confetti
First of all, HAPPY FUCKEN 18TH BIRTHDAY, AMALINA AZMAN! Yeay, you've turned 18 already now you can read rated fan-fictions lol. Oh yes I'm so sorry there's no present, gift whatsoever but only wishes at Twitter, sms and here on blog sob not even a phone call ugh sorry k I'm kind of broke right now and my dad's busy so it's hard to borrow his phone and ugh too many obstacles cries ;~; Still, hope you have a really wonderful birthday today and hope people around you will always treat you well and you feel happy everyday. Last Sunday, the first time we met in about 2 years, was the fucking precious day in 2012 so far ngl. I wanted to hug you tightly tbqfh when I saw you in the mall but you know how awkward I am and yeah, instead I greeted you just like that and laughed rather awkwardly -__- cries I never been good in expressing what I really feel through actions nor words but believe me, I really want to show how much I miss you since you left the town. Anyway, happy birthday once again ^^ I LOVE YOU, OKEI? KEEP THAT IN MIND, I WARN YOU! LOL.
Kbye.
Wednesday, January 4, 2012
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12:55 PM
Hi. I'm in a good mood right now because I've got work yesterday yeay /throw confetti/. Alhamdulillah all the hard work has paid off. My workplace is a gift and crafts shop. I love this kind of shop to be honest because the stuffs in there are all cute and adorable and some of the stuffs are even originated from Korea. This shop will also look lively every time festive season arrives. Awesome, I know ^^ Another plus point on this work is my manager which is a man, is really kind I assume. I was uncertain at first when he asked when can I start work so I blurted out "Tomorrow", which is today. Then I thought it's too early, I need few days to rest at least before starting off work so I told him to start on Sunday but then I thought Sunday is too late so I changed to Saturday and all he did were just smile and said yes to every decision I changed and made lol. The salary is pretty awesome too. I could buy few SHINee stuffs at least. I kind of excited to start working because few classmates of mine are also working in the same mall so I have companies every time lunch and dinner arrives. The important thing is, Dad finally approves of this job because the mall is kind of near to my house. Okay, guess this is all. Daa.
Thursday, December 29, 2011
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8:33 PM
Sup. This is the third update. Few days have passed since the tragic incident that hit me last Saturday but still, the pain hasn't cease yet, just like yesterday and the day before yesterday and day before yesterday's yesterday okay, now I'm exaggerating words. Another thing happened to me today that makes me think
do God hate me?. I got my period today, yeay. Don't want to be a girl to be honest /le sigh. You might think all I do on blogger is ranting and whining and complaining but that's what my life is everyday. Always got some series of unfortunate events occur to me. Anyway, about SBS Gayo Daejun. It should have started by now but unfortunately there's no live broadcast on any Malaysia's TV channel but there's few live streams on Internet though. But, being the lazy girl I am, I don't really like to tune in to those live streams. I'd prefer watching the later-upload videos on Youtube and download them and connect my laptop with a connection cable to my LCD screen and watch it in big size there. More satisfying to me. And now, would you excuse me while I go and continue bearing my pain back? Toodles.
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12:47 AM
Hi. You can call this a really quick update. I'm supposed to be back active in blogging but being the unlucky girl often once again, my mysterious stomach ache is making its comeback last Saturday night. The most frustrated part is the pain hasn't gone till right this moment and that causes me to hardly move. The only food I consumed ever since Saturday besides bitter pills is porridge. Not the delicious rice porridge with various side-dishes but the fucking tasteless rice porridge! So this pretty explains why I'm hardly being online on last few days sob I miss my Tumblr and Twitter terribly. Not to mention, I miss reading Minkey fics too. But I've started to read a little since yesterday because I need my daily dose of Minkey. If I'm heady enough to read the words on the laptop's screen, I just switch to watching Minkey or Minho videos/fancams to lighten up my mood. This may sounds stupid to others but doing that seriously makes me forget about the pain I bear, even for a little while. Uhm I guess till here? Going to reblog more Minho on Tumblr to give me more strength to fight with this pain /lol sounds like I'm critical or something/ but really tho, so yeah, goodbye.
Friday, December 23, 2011
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3:49 PM
Hi. For the second time, I again, deleted my old archives to start all over. To be honest I'm done with blogging, then I crossed over a blog of my friend which I know her from Tumblr. She's sort of making blogging turns into her online personal diary, so I'm inspired by that idea. I have no one to talk to if there's something accumulated in my mind so I guess blog is maybe quite a good medium to express my feelings. I don't care if there's no one going to read it, as long as I'm feeling relieved after that. As for today, I think there's nothing to write, yet. So yeah, bye.