Shades of My Monotonous Life
want some cookeys?
Hi, I'm Aini, 17 years of age and a high school leaver residing in Malaysia. I listen
to music a lot and daydream a lot. I don't think many people know about me because I
keep a low profile. On days when I'm upset, I talk to the picture of Aaron Ramsey and
Choi Minho. Sound crappy but it's surprisingly relieving. I'm always being called freak
because of my weird behavior but that's how I live. I like being alone but not fancy of
being lonely. The sky is beautiful, but the people are sad. I portray myself as an owl,
because I love staying up late at nights. I write my perspectives, thoughts and emotions
here, sort of personal diary. Why 'cookeys'? Because I love SHINee's Key and cookies.
Thursday, January 26, 2012
Hi! I steal some time to update because it's my bitch's birthday today yeaaayyyyy /throws confetti
First of all, HAPPY FUCKEN 18TH BIRTHDAY, AMALINA AZMAN! Yeay, you've turned 18 already now you can read rated fan-fictions lol. Oh yes I'm so sorry there's no present, gift whatsoever but only wishes at Twitter, sms and here on blog sob not even a phone call ugh sorry k I'm kind of broke right now and my dad's busy so it's hard to borrow his phone and ugh too many obstacles cries ;~; Still, hope you have a really wonderful birthday today and hope people around you will always treat you well and you feel happy everyday. Last Sunday, the first time we met in about 2 years, was the fucking precious day in 2012 so far ngl. I wanted to hug you tightly tbqfh when I saw you in the mall but you know how awkward I am and yeah, instead I greeted you just like that and laughed rather awkwardly -__- cries I never been good in expressing what I really feel through actions nor words but believe me, I really want to show how much I miss you since you left the town. Anyway, happy birthday once again ^^ I LOVE YOU, OKEI? KEEP THAT IN MIND, I WARN YOU! LOL.