Shades of My Monotonous Life
want some cookeys?
Hi, I'm Aini, 17 years of age and a high school leaver residing in Malaysia. I listen
to music a lot and daydream a lot. I don't think many people know about me because I
keep a low profile. On days when I'm upset, I talk to the picture of Aaron Ramsey and
Choi Minho. Sound crappy but it's surprisingly relieving. I'm always being called freak
because of my weird behavior but that's how I live. I like being alone but not fancy of
being lonely. The sky is beautiful, but the people are sad. I portray myself as an owl,
because I love staying up late at nights. I write my perspectives, thoughts and emotions
here, sort of personal diary. Why 'cookeys'? Because I love SHINee's Key and cookies.
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Hi. You can call this a really quick update. I'm supposed to be back active in blogging but being the unlucky girl often once again, my mysterious stomach ache is making its comeback last Saturday night. The most frustrated part is the pain hasn't gone till right this moment and that causes me to hardly move. The only food I consumed ever since Saturday besides bitter pills is porridge. Not the delicious rice porridge with various side-dishes but the fucking tasteless rice porridge! So this pretty explains why I'm hardly being online on last few days sob I miss my Tumblr and Twitter terribly. Not to mention, I miss reading Minkey fics too. But I've started to read a little since yesterday because I need my daily dose of Minkey. If I'm heady enough to read the words on the laptop's screen, I just switch to watching Minkey or Minho videos/fancams to lighten up my mood. This may sounds stupid to others but doing that seriously makes me forget about the pain I bear, even for a little while. Uhm I guess till here? Going to reblog more Minho on Tumblr to give me more strength to fight with this pain /lol sounds like I'm critical or something/ but really tho, so yeah, goodbye.