Shades of My Monotonous Life
want some cookeys?
Hi, I'm Aini, 17 years of age and a high school leaver residing in Malaysia. I listen
to music a lot and daydream a lot. I don't think many people know about me because I
keep a low profile. On days when I'm upset, I talk to the picture of Aaron Ramsey and
Choi Minho. Sound crappy but it's surprisingly relieving. I'm always being called freak
because of my weird behavior but that's how I live. I like being alone but not fancy of
being lonely. The sky is beautiful, but the people are sad. I portray myself as an owl,
because I love staying up late at nights. I write my perspectives, thoughts and emotions
here, sort of personal diary. Why 'cookeys'? Because I love SHINee's Key and cookies.
Thursday, December 29, 2011
Sup. This is the third update. Few days have passed since the tragic incident that hit me last Saturday but still, the pain hasn't cease yet, just like yesterday and the day before yesterday and day before yesterday's yesterday okay, now I'm exaggerating words. Another thing happened to me today that makes me think do God hate me?.
I got my period today, yeay. Don't want to be a girl to be honest /le sigh. You might think all I do on blogger is ranting and whining and complaining but that's what my life is everyday. Always got some series of unfortunate events occur to me. Anyway, about SBS Gayo Daejun. It should have started by now but unfortunately there's no live broadcast on any Malaysia's TV channel but there's few live streams on Internet though. But, being the lazy girl I am, I don't really like to tune in to those live streams. I'd prefer watching the later-upload videos on Youtube and download them and connect my laptop with a connection cable to my LCD screen and watch it in big size there. More satisfying to me. And now, would you excuse me while I go and continue bearing my pain back? Toodles.